Monday, September 10, 2007

That time of year again...

It's a couple days before Rosh Hashana, and I'm looking back at my year. What have I accomplished? What opportunities have I grasped, while others I let slip through my fingers? What kind of person am I now, as compared to what kind of person I was at this time last year? Am I happier, less happy...and how do you measure those things, anyway? How has my avodat Hashem improved? Has it, in fact, improved at all? How do my actions bein adam l'chavero compare to last year's? Am I proud of the person I've become over the course of the past year?

Am I prepared to stand before the King of Kings, begging for my life? Do I have anything to show for myself?

Best wishes to all for a ketivah v'chatimah tovah--may we all be inscribed and sealed in the Book of Life.

7 comments:

~ Sarah ~ said...

shana tova, ketivah v'chatimah tova :)

halfshared said...

Wow. At least you come to R'H knowing what it is all about and with good intentions. May this year be a year of yeshuos, simchas, health,parnasa and everything you wish for. Thank you for visiting my blog and for your wonderful blog!

almost_frei said...

כתיבה וחתימה טובה

Scraps said...

~sarah~--thanks so much, and for your email as well. :)

halfshared--b"H, I did have a meaningful R"H and a lot of it has to do with being prepared for it. Amein to all of your brachot, and the same to you!

almost_frei--thank you, gmar chatimah tovah! (and welcome!)

Ayelet said...

You'd be a little more worthy if you actually contacted that guy I'm trying to set you up with!

;)

but all in all, I think you have much to be proud of -- you're a sensitive, gentle soul who cares deeply about others

from a narcissist, that is high praise indeed

The Dreamer said...

gmar chasima tova to you!

Chana said...

"Do I have anything to show for myself?"

Each man brings not himself, but everything that he is. And who is a man?

"There is no such thing as a self-made man. We are made up of thousands of others. Everyone who has ever done a kind of deed for us, or spoken one word of encouragement to us, has entered into the makeup of our character and of our thoughts, as well as our success."

-George Burton Adams

That's beautiful, no?

So yes, you have quite a lot to show for yourself. You have all the hearts you've touched, the people you've helped, the souls you've created. You have all this to show.